Okay, so it was his hair but it was so scary! I heard what sounded like the fuse of a firework being lit & I looked over & his whole tail was covered in flames. I simultaneously put the flame out with my hand while screaming “OH MY GOSH! DAD, HELP!” Needless to say open flames will now be kept out of Moose level. Mister Moose is okay he doesn’t even seem to notice anything happened & he didn’t scream or cry. I now know that in a fight or flight situation I am a fighter.
I have been really struggling over the past two years about what I want to do college major/future career wise. I have tried a few different major’s and I was just absolutley miserable and bored. So, here lately I have been really thinking, praying, and talking to people I trust about what I should do because I have been taking classes for two years with no major goal in mind. Earlier this week it (my major/future goal) finally hit me… what have I been obsessed about pretty much my whole life? Health and fitness! So, after looking at several colleges I have decided to tansfer to Kennesaw State University in the Fall to join their Exercise and Health Science division. I have never felt such a relief in my life and I have already been planning for future career endeavers.
Life isn’t easy. Most of the time it is really hard. For me, these past three years have been really, really hard. I have dealt with many deaths over the past few years, my parent’s divorce, and other trials that have tested my faith in life. There have been many times that I have wanted to lay down and die but I know that God made me strong for a reason. I am not sure the direction my life is going in or my purpose but I know there is a reason I haven’t given up. I just pray that things get better and that I don’t have to endure another year like this one because I don’t think I can hurt that much again. I just pray that God shows me his reasons & uses me for his purpose. I know I haven’t been a perfect person, friend, daughter but I don’t think I was meant to be either. I just want to do what God intended me to do & find my happiness along the way… and hopefully share that happiness with others.
Like the times before I was a super busy college student taking care of my brother. I have spent most of this morning looking up simple yummy recipes for on the go since Friday’s are usually my only day at home that I actually have to myself.
If you guys have any simple vegetarian/vegan recipes let me know!
There isn’t really much that gets me very excited future/job wise other than planning family stuff & thinking about the stuff I will do with my future kids and husband. However, I will continue in school & maybe my outlook will change once I earn my degree and get a job.
I am on my way home from a wonderful camping trip at Cades Cove. It was so great to have an electronics free weekend to get back to what is important in life. Also, my cousin asked me to be a bridesmaid in her wedding. I can’t wait for many more trips to come this fall. xoxo
I wish I could just move into a cabin way back in the mountains for awhile. Just me, some books, some dvds, some comfort food, hot tea, & coffee. No communication with the rest of the world… I just need a break & some time to think about everything. I just need to get away for awhile.